I should have watched Chase That Happy a while ago. Even when it just came out or something. Because I’ve needed that. I can’t just sit around feeling all useless trying to find things to do because I don’t want to talk to people or because I am waiting for a reply.
I just need to chase my happy. Whether it’s by finally going back and watching the show with Ze Frank like I’ve wanted to or baking piñata cookies (which I forgot to get the filling for…) or sewing a goddamned smuppet because the butt made me giggle, I need to just do things that make me happy instead of killing time avoiding boredom. And instead of complaining about not being productive I just need to stop tweaking it until I’m no longer interested in it and stamp that shit with my finishing stamp.
Pretty much what it boils down to is stop obsessing over things and start doing something instead. I like to say that “keep moving forward” is how I live my life, but if I’m just going to get discouraged and stop then that just makes me a liar.