I just lost all of what I wrote for this week’s Deconstructed Construction post.
I don’t know what to do with myself now.
Posted 1 year ago
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Tagged: i can't, i hate my life, personal, i just put too high expectations on myself and then when something goes wrong it is the worst, because this was going to be my success for the day, but i fucked it up, fucking 700+ words down the fucking toilet, and i can't bring myself to restart, i just want to cry, but i am already, why is this causing me to break down?, i have issues, it's not like anyone cares about this or anything, nobody likes any of the posts, except for the fucking solresol one, which i hate, fuck this, fuck all of this, i am just going to ragequit, is that acceptable?, and it sucks because this week was kamakawi, then next historical was going to start a loglan/lojban miniseries, but you can count that out, because i fucked it up, again, and i can't fix it, and i didn't even finish my paper either, so i don't know what to do about this, but whatever, i don't care anymore, .
